traffic doesn't matter, if you've no place to go.
woke up early by bad dreams, hit the pre-snooze and rewoke at the normal time. gamed fer a lil bit, and failed hard. wiki journey fer a bit-took me thru communism thru the russian and cuban years, followed by debates about human rights vs. productivity. very nice to know that at the expense of machinery, cuba became a leader in GDP growth.
headed to best buy to replace the mouse i broke. jammed some lego rockband fer a bit-their in-game system was pretty forgiving, but the soundtrack was what kept me there. suicided thru traffic, and back to base.
typical cleaning and whatnot, then headed to the children's museum to hang with some friends. got stuck in the labyrinth fer a bit. walked round the city, got a drink, then headed back to church, before basetime again. waitin on work verification before i can become a "felon", jk.
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tnight i was reminded about the story of cain and abel. this was in that cain's offering was smaller, but still pleased regardless. he was downcast at what it had resulted in, and jealous of his brother's gift. had to keep remindin myself, that as long as you're doin the right thing, should be enough. my heart itself doesn't hold it that way though, or maybe my brain's pushin me in the wrong direction too much.
the phone call tnight from a random friend left this in my mind-have i really dealt with the struggle? and perhaps, the answer is no. precipitating too much pain with no gain. sigh..at least this wasn't an empty night, so to say.
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in my quest of learning to be a better father and husband, i forgot how to be a good son.
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