Thursday, July 16, 2009

quic pic bbq, pineapple smoothie

life got messy when money was invented.

woke up this mornin, headed to framingham for my interview. came back to base, ate lunch while entertainin some peeps. prudential after to lounge around, got some play. to north quincy fer dinner with the fam. back to base once more to unpack, unwind and catch up. another night of sleepin late, hopfly not.

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improvement at the cost of your dreams? don't like that tradeoff.

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when this year is over, what direction will our ppl go? will be in retry mode for a week.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

strawberry milkshake whoppers

what do you care about more? the achieving, or the achievement?

woke up to get prepped fer the drivin test. cut my hand while reachin for my keys. checked out some fb before i left. was waitin around at the ymca fer a bit, played some old school music via blackberry.

did my driving test, almost failed it, but was saved by "my character" and for the fact the instructor mercifully passed me. stuck around the rmv to get things done, then back to base for meal.

headed to pru to gather some more materials. then off to pande, and gettin annoyed. came back to base, fail at games, and hunger. now...to become a semi-adult.

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simply put, don't let money get in the way of friendship. ppl live and die by the numbers for the numbers. spill their red for the green.

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fake reality, versus real fakeness....

Thursday, June 11, 2009

hash browns, strawberry smoothie

3rd day of interning, and i've fallen into a rut.

woke up this mornin to get to work. got a smoothie from honey dew donuts fer the heck of it. fer some reason, it tasted of meat and lingered of cigarettes. the bus was a lil late since of miscommunications at logan.

been fillin the day readin what is essentially an econ textbook. some of it review, some of it new stuff. also checkin out what to side deck later on. had an ok lunch at this japanese place, while havin a frank discussion about future career goals. checked out the park, and the museum they have around it; think olde city. came back to the office and read some articles about strategic management and japanese business models. also took some lessons on war.

dunno how the rest of the day's gonna pan out, except i know fer sure not to touch the dog anymore, lest i want my arm humped again.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

scrambled eggs, ham, ketchup, arizona iced tea

as long as you don't let time define you, you are free. so begins my hypothesis of whether we are not rats in a cage.

woke up this mornin, but shoulder was hurtin. hit the snooze button and woke at 1:30. made some breakfast, then headed out to wrentham outlets fer the first time ever.

points of interest there:
kids grew up way too fast now. muscle shirts for 7 year olds and way too much skin.

not sure in what direction the economy's headin. the high end stuff was barely touched, but steady market fer consumer electronics.

in front of fragrance market, an old lady smoking.

consumerism is overwhelming. forces peope to make bad decisions based on savin money and increasin value.

way too many families out here.

...why am i in the mood to play RC right now?

neways, comin back to base fer a nap. hopfly tmr wont get oppressive.

Monday, May 25, 2009

quic pic bbq, delivered

late night conversations usually end up either in triumph or disaster. fer me, it's usually both at the same time.

woke up early, then late, because of a false snooze. phone rang at 12, callin to hang out. chilled at my place fer a few hours, then went to the wrap up of anime boston. went to best buy after to look fer a cooling fan and to play some games. newbiry comics after, where a whole new plethora of info came at me.

comin back to base, when the rain fell like a brick. took a shower and when i was done, the sun was out again...plannin again, and need to be responsible some more. stomach pains..

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pleasantries can come from the oddest of folks and places. my peace comes not at a time or place, but when no forces outside or in are pushing at me. when the flow is right, you'll know it.

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I dont know what they want from me
Its like the more money we come across
The more problems we see.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

dinner for breakfast

hmm...i want more ties for my collection.

spent 1/2 the day in bed. woke up, went to a party, then came back to base. bored, and my eye's irritated.

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now i too want to leave.

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get crunk with it.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

sausage links, bad bao, orange juice

swine flu today, diarrhea tomorrow.

woke up this morn, caught the early sun at 6 am, but wanted to wake at 10...bah. phone calls, and cleanin up the base. went to prudential, chilled fer a bit, and saw the boredom. went to twigs after, some din and games, then back to base. compiled a list of tradables and now kinda wastin time. thirsty.

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tday, i heard two of the most thought provoking questions: so, how are you wasting your life today? and ...are you a Christ-follower?

the first question was under the pretense of sarcasm, but yeah...gotta get my life on track. gotta get old, get the monies, and get busy.

the second question...it sounds so simple, a yes or no can suffice. people usually answer it by probin deeper and say no, and on the surface, yes. hmm, my problem is with the question itself.

to ask are you a (insert word here) seems to imply a fixed identity. as we know, it's not all that simple. a simple question can get a simple answer-are you male or female? but to ask a question about one's lifestyle, one's living...it's not a yes i am, or no i'm not. usually it's a yes i am, and i am also this, or a no i'm not, and i am also this.

we are not something stapled in time-constantly we are changing. tonight, we must ask who we are, and who we are to be.

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time is two dimensional until further notice